Michael H. Brown of Spirit Daily writes....
In May of 1988, when I
first went to Medjugorje, the famed apparition site, I was furious. The first morning
there, I was convinced it was a case of mass hysteria.
As a journalist I
was geared to observe circumstances, and what I saw concerned me greatly.
It seemed like a
classic case of suggestion:
One person would
point to Cross
Mountain (Mount Krizevac) and say she saw the Cross spinning and those she mentioned
it to
would then see the same.
When I looked, it
was just a Cross up there on this rise behind the church, doing nothing.
I was angry that I
had come all this way and it was a bust and I would have to spend the better part of a week in
this rather remote hamlet in Bosnia-Hercegovina without English newspapers and so much as television.
It was not that I
didn't believe. My conversion had come years before, starting in
the early 1980s in Manhattan. I was a freelance magazine writer and author
(and former newsman), who "saw
the Light" while working on a book about organized crime.
Attacked by the
devil, I had sought refuge at a nearby church, and about instantly became a
daily communicant at Our Lady of Good Counsel on East 90th Street near my
apartment. Immediately, I was committed to the Rosary.
Thus, I
believed in visions and had seen and felt things for myself and in fact initially had no
intention of going to Medjugorje because I didn't feel I needed it. I
believed. I was already fasting. I felt the Holy Spirit.
Instead, I sent my
mother to the apparition site, which I first read about in People
Magazine and later learned more about it in a book by Father Rene Laurentin; in a widely
circulated newsletter; and through home-made videos a priest gave me. Just touching
and reading these items gave me a sense of the Holy Spirit. I had never felt
anything quite so strong come from a book, save for Scripture (which I read
daily). My mother went with a group from Niagara County at the same time that I
traveled to Israel on business (visiting the holy sites but doing secular research into paleoanthropology).
I had no intention
of expanding my travel plans but my mother
and everyone with her were so blown away (my brother ended up at Medjugorje
as well) that I resolved to go there myself.
I had never seen such a strong reaction.
And in subsequent
months, and then years, time after time, testimony after testimony, it would be the same: the vast majority who went
there would not only come back believers, but "converts" in the sense that
spiritual blinders were lifted and they went to daily Mass (not just
Sunday) and they never approached life again in quite the same fashion.
I had never seen
anything near the strength of those conversions, and if those are not
fruits -- fasting, daily Rosary, love of God, Mass -- I am not sure what is. Like many
others, my brother ended up in the seminary. I can only compare it to other places where I
have felt the Power of God in a special fashion: at the Church of the Holy Sepulcher in Jerusalem; in the grotto of
Lourdes; in the chapel at Fatima; at Turin where the Shroud is. I have had other major experiences everywhere from Knock to
Guadalupe. I ended up visiting more than thirty sites of reputed apparition.
For me, Medjugorje
was set apart in the size, the awesome power, and the fact that the apparition was
ongoing.
Initially
skeptical, it didn't take long for the Spirit to begin exploding.
After listening to
a seer named Vicka I had begun to see incredible sights. There was a large moon
as I looked across to the church from a balcony one evening, and peering up,
the lunar orb suddenly seemed to part into two orbs.
In one was the
profile of a bearded man. In the other was the profile of a veiled female. A woman
in our group from Detroit saw the same thing -- "the Blessed Mother," she
blurted (without knowing what I was
seeing).
The next day when
we visited a priest who was there at the start of the apparitions, and who
laid his hands on us, I noted that two statues at the front of the altar
were of a bearded man with a crow (Benedict, Elijah?) and the veiled Virgin
Mary.
Crossing a vineyard
at the time of the evening apparition, I looked up and saw the sun suddenly
behave in a way that was totally different from anything in my previous
experience. I had seen sunsets in Hawaii. I had seen them in Colorado. I had
seen them in California. I had seen them in Tanzania -- hard to beat those. I had seen them in New
Zealand.
But
this was totally
different.
The sun spun and
moved and threw bands of colors in an impossible wide aura and also around
the mountain range below.
They were purples
and pinks and blue and orange and a melding of colors not of this earth, at
least not in my experience.
When I dashed up to
a couple walking in front of me to ask if they were seeing the same thing,
it turned out to be the famous Miami football coach Don Shula and his wife (who was equally excited).
Stars moved in the
night sky. At one point, a dozen of us took turns watching a star as
it
continuously and indisputably split into three smaller stars (blue, red, and white), then
went back to a single one.
We watched that for
fifteen minutes (with binoculars).
I could go on. I
was spoken to. On other visits, I saw more remarkable things. I saw a cross
of light stream down from the sun and touch a field in front of me. I saw more
sun miracles. I saw a huge dove-like light rise from between the towers of
the church (observing it from various angles for more than ten minutes on
the feast of the Assumption). Most importantly, I saw dramatic conversions -- and felt a
peace unlike any I had ever encountered (such that "peace" meant something
wholly different from my first visit onward).
The unique and
unbelievable miracles folks report can and do fill volumes. See below for a
note I just received.
Do I believe in
Medjugorje?
I once wrote for
publishers like Random House, and Simon and Schuster, for Harper and Row. I
have published articles in everything from Reader's Digest and USA
Today Magazine (when it was Family Weekly) to The Atlantic and
Saturday Review and Discover and The New York Times Sunday Magazine. For a while, I was a contributing editor to Science Digest.
You get the picture. I am supposed to be skeptical. I had to leave that. I
know how those folks feel. I know how negatively even many intellectuals in the Church
feel.
But the sun miracles?
Millions have seen them. Thousands have filmed them. Many have seen images
in it. When I discussed the phenomena with a ocular expert at Columbia
University, he could not explain what I described nor how retinas were not
burned staring at it (although there have been several scattered cases, out
of those millions).
Rosaries that turn
gold? Hundreds of thousands of cases.
I had this happen myself. So did
former Treasury Secretary William Simon (who had his tested by a jeweler who
confirmed it).
Photographs?
I
can't tell you how many photos I have been sent of inexplicable
images at Medjugorje, including one in which the word CHRIST appeared in
the sky!
There are more miraculous photos from Medjugorje than all shrines
and
alleged sites combined and multiplied.
Exuding statues?
I touched the
mysterious liquid as it flowed from that bronze corpus of Jesus behind the
church. I called bronze experts. So far, there is no earthly explanation.
The messages? I
spoke to a former U.S. ambassador to Europe, Alfred H. Kingon, who was
himself so taken with Medjugorje (despite the fact that he was non-Catholic)
that he personally took a synopsis of the messages to both Ronald Reagan
(who tried to call seer Marija Pavlovic) and Mikhail Gorbachev (just before
that leader turned around the U.S.S.R.).
He believes it had
a profound effect.
Angels?
So many, many
encounters. On a later trip, two of my nephews encountered one. I get
constant such reports!
Healings?
These
have been so numerous that to look for a comparison one has to go to
Lourdes.
The Church?
There are fantastic
misunderstandings. For some reason, folks can't seem to grasp the idea that
while the local bishop, who is in conflict with the Franciscans running the
local parish, has rejected Medjugorje, the Vatican, for the first time,
removed the power from that diocese to rule on the apparitions. (Usually,
such discernment rests with the bishop.)
Who has greater
authority -- a bishop or the Vatican?
I have personally
spoken to bishops who discussed Medjugorje with John Paul II and who told me
he believed it was true without qualification. Personal letters reveal that
he even had a devotion to it.
If the Church ever
does rule against Medjugorje, we will strive to be the first to report it.
And whatever my own
experiences, and beliefs, I will never report upon it in such a positive way -- as an
authentic apparition -- again. Let me say that right up front. I don't have
any idea how the Church will rule in the end. I know only that for the time
being such judgment has been suspended.
I ended up going
there seven times. God-willing, I am going, soon, again. And to be honest, I
can't wait. It is like going home. A friend of ours, Bozica Bartulica, has
been there seventy times. I have always felt it is somehow located
between earth and Heaven.
There is just
something very different that touches this whole place.
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